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The shrill scream ripped through the black silence of the night like a banshee trying to escape from a womb. Her eyes flew open as consciousness rushed through her. She jerked herself upright before throwing the covers to the side. Her first coherent thought stabbed into the back of her eyes, “Not again. Calm down Julie. It’s just a cry.” Her legs dragged across the bed before her feet landed on the carpet that felt unusually harsh against her skin. Her groggy mind reeled through the haze of her… Continue

Once upon a time, I fell in love,
His pale skin and small form made me tremble so.
He eased my mind and relaxed my body, to a point I couldn’t control.

I tasted his love, so neutral and unconditional,
he never abandoned me until he had nothing left to give.
But he never left me unfulfilled;
in fact he left me mollified to a point
I cannot describe as he satisfied the tears I cried.

Each time I had him in my grasp my body turned into clay;
malleable in every sense of the word.
My heart would ra… Continue

As the paste will fill the gap
As the insulation fills the cracks
As my presence fills up the empty slot
That’s been permanent in your life

You have down time with nothing else to do
You’ll always have my number
The text will always come through
But only when there’s a deficiency
In your time, space, and soul.

All the confusion, mixed signals
You like to send
Where body and mind are
Contradictory in terms

I’m forced to distinguish
The distinctions between
What you say and how you feel
With no… Continue

A father is a figure that should
Have some respect
Both for himself and others
And shows it openly and without regret.

I never wanted a father replacement,
My true father I have,
But if you were to be there
I wanted to have someone in which
I could consistently rely on.

It’s so hard for me to picture you
As this respectable father figure
When your hands keep touching me
Between my neck and my knees
And all of the space between.

I wanted a semi-picture perfect family
But what I wanted never se… Continue