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aloof. restrained. manipulative. evil.

these are just a few adjectives i could use to describe the woman that supposedly gave birth to me. She can't actually be my mother. I never thought we looked that much alike, anyway. Her nose is less defined. She has one of those pug noses like my grandma used to. Mine is strong, a definite separate part of my face. My nose has a bump in the bridge of it, lik… Continue

Maybe it's just a melancholy Friday here in middle america but i need something to believe in. Really, like it would ne nice if i could subscribe to something, not too dogmatic, but uplifting along with some other like minded people. I'm not really a group-joiner type of person, i never have been. Always been kind of a jaded loner type and my jaded-ness never really allowed me to join groups. My sopho… Continue

Im tired of these race wars. Honestly, I hate to see this about my people..but I find black people just as bad as white people. Yeah, I said it. You know the familiar phrases.."The white man blah blah blah" "That white bitch blah blah blah" I can't even drive in a car with my friends yelling out : "Get out of the street white man!!!" Why does a color of have to preface every comment or story that co… Continue

dear anon sharer,
there is nothing out of one's reach. they say self doubt will kill you. well, at least someone i know on adderall for better attention in school says this. the heart is a good starting point in deciding whether or not it is worth enduring the hardships that life brings. don't misunderstand. there will be hardships no matter what. i hope this doesnt step on your toes.

yours truly,… Continue

a horrendous poem!

i'm not sure how to say this
'cause i already failed to speak
i'm feelin' really tounge-tied
my knees get really weak
all i do is stammer
and i'm feelin' like a freak

i don't know what to tell you
so i don't know what to say
maybe it's i'm angry
or i don't see you everyday
probably i'm just selfish
should i leave or stay?

it's always an awkward silence
'cause i never hang up t… Continue